Have Fun?

While I write this, most of my friends in America are asleep. In a little more than an hour (at about 4:00am Wednesday in Colorado) I’ll be leaving on my rented MotorBike for the town where the brothels are that the rescue team will be bringing me to. Someone said to me today to “have fun tonight.”

Sometimes I wonder if people really know the motivation of my heart. Sometimes I wonder if people know what is happening inside of me with just the thought of what I’m about to do. Have fun? In a nightmare? I don’t think so. As a matter of fact, I’ve thought really hard about saying “never mind.” I’ve come very close to just saying I cannot do this. Have fun? This will be without question one of the most difficult things I have ever done in my life.

I will have fun… only when I see a child rescued from the brothels… brought to one of our Safe Havens… and come to an understanding of who God really is and how she can enter into a personal relatioship with Him. When I see that child safe and resting in His arms instead of the arms of the most vile human beings in our world today – then I’ll have fun. Then, I’ll know there was a wonderful purpose to all of this.

Have fun? Not tonight my friends. Tonight I’ll do whatever I can to put on a brave face and to not weep while trying to build a relationship of trust with a child who needs to know what true love is… Agape love. God’s love. Real love. 

Please… when you read this – take a moment and pray for me and our team.

Jeff 
2 John 12